What day is it? Seriously…I had to look at my phone to figure it out. Phil was on vacation the week before Christmas, then the girls and I have been on vacation since. With no set routine or schedule I’m not quite sure what day it actually is. I like not knowing. I like not having to wear a watch. Monday is going to be a rough day. Back to getting up at 5am and being Mrs. Mongold again, not just Lisa.
This morning I was contemplating how much time I “wasted” over the break. There were so many productive, useful things I could’ve gotten done. But I didn’t. I spent WAY too much time watching Nikita and Parenthood, and I’m in the middle of reading my 5th novel since the 21st. The funny thing is that even though I could have used my time in better ways, I’m fine with how it all turned out. The weeks leading up to Christmas were constant busyness and being sick. The beginning of break was constant rest and recovery. Now I really need to find a happy balance between the two. Break is almost over and I can literally feel the seconds ticking by. I don’t want to go back to work. But I love my students and being a teacher. I don’t want to go back to a schedule that requires a watch. But I know if I stay too long without a routine, it’s bad for me, and I tend to spiral into depression.
Ahhhhh…the balance of life. Why is it so hard??
I’ve been invited to go on a trip to one of my favorite places tomorrow. IKEA!!! I perused the catalog and the website and have mentally redecorated 2 rooms in my home. Being realistic about things, I’m going to get this for Alisha’s room, this for the living room, and if Phil approves (fingers crossed) new chairs (either these or these) for the dining room. Maybe. I guess dropping hundreds on new dining room chairs right after Christmas in not that realistic, but the ones we have desperately need replacing. I better find out how big of a vehicle we’re taking!